My Songs Of The WeekLOSING GRIP-AVRIL LAVIGNE
ALL I ASK OF YOU-SKRILLEX
SCARY MONSTERS AND NICE SPRITES-SKRILLEX
FER SURE-MEDIC DROID
THE LAST NIGHT-SKILLET
MY DAD'S GONE CRAZY-EMINEM
ATTACK-30 SECONDS TO MARS
I Love HowI love how you think you know me
How I act,
How I feel,
How I think,
How I live
...if you knew the REAL me...
...you would know that I'm living a lie,
Living behind a mask,
Living in a world of hell,
And that I welcome Death.
JUST FROM THE WORD HISteve walks by Jen's office
Steve: Hi, Jen
Jen: Hi, Steve!
Oh my God! Steve said Hi to me?
What does that mean?
Maybe he likes me!
What if he asks me on a date?
Then 'll say yes!
But what if he has a girlfriend?
Then he's a cheater!
Why must mean be such assholes and liars!?
They've treated me so bad!
I hate men!
Steve walks back by Jen's office
Steve: Hi, Jen!
Jen: FUCK YOU STEVE!
FlowersHe gives me pain yet he gives me flowers
He gives me sadness yet he gives me flowers
He gives me worry yet he gives me flowers
He gives me anger yet he gives me flowers
What do flowers mean?
He says I love you and gives me more flowers
He says I'm sorry and gives me less flowers
He says I'm leaving you and kills the flowers
So now what do the flowers mean now?
Or are just simply telling me that they now mean nothing...
If only....If only you could see the pain in my eyes
if only you could see the tears in my heart
If only you could see the scars on my wrists
If only you could see them then maybe you'd understand...
If only you could hear the screams of my dark past
If only you could hear my cries of despair
If only you could hear yells of hopelessness
If only you could hear them then maybe you'd understand...
If only you knew what I have to live through
If only you knew what caused me such pain
If only you knew why I made these choices
If only you knew then maybe you could understand...
If only you could finally understand why I am the way I am...
Then I wouldn't have to explain
The daysThe days of our lives
when we simply give up
To find good in our lives
and just continue to
The days when we look up
at the sky wondering why
do we have to always
The days when we realize
we can't live without
the people we love until it's
The days when we are with
someone we love and think
what is this
The days when we just sit
there hopless thinking
that is there any
We can escape this pain?